I haven't been online this thing in awhile so i thought i'd actually update.

Nothing new really. just chilling lately. Waiting for my baby to get home from work.

I'm really content with my life thanks and I love Matthew so much. SO much better than any boyfriend i've ever dated in my life. He actually has a job and is stable mentally. He isn't gay or bi at all which is a real relief, considering some of the men i've dated have been gay at some point in their life (aka: Timmy) anyway I had to get that off my chest. I have no regrets. I'm glad things turned out the way they did. I wouldn't have it any other way. I dunno why but this has been on my mind for awhile. I dont know what I was thinking when i dated some of the guys i did. I don't care if i was a rebound girl or something else horrid. Timmy for example: I knew what i was getting into when him and i started dating. He was going to be a father and his whore ex wasn't going to be much of a help. But I thought i could handle it but i was completely wrong. Matt stole me away from Timmy and yes I did cheat on him with Matt. Probably one of the best things i've ever done. Timmy was probably the worst mistakes ever in my life, more so then ANY other guy. Hell I probably would of rather stayed with Jeff then him.

Sorry i haven't ranted in such a long time. It feels good to get this off my chest. I'm not proud of some things in my life but i know when some people won't stop being cuntheads and won't let things go.